Why I Chose to Become a Interactive Designer
Where the Big Question Ends, Creation Begins
As a human being, what meaning can I bring to my own life?
I spent a long time tangled up in this existential question, constantly chasing and searching: why was I even put on this earth? Until one day I stumbled upon a line that snapped me wide awake:
"Don't ask what meaning life has. Ask what meaning you can bring to your life."
Life is essentially a sandbox game. We're born to experience and to create. Since we can't take anything with us when we leave, why not enrich the journey through creation and give this whole game a meaning worth playing for?
The Creators Who Shine the Brightest
When I look around, the lives that glow the brightest in my eyes are almost always inseparable from creation. Singers, artists, designers, photographers, writers: they each channel the voice buried deep in their soul through their chosen medium, sparking resonance and healing in people sitting behind their screens. This transmission of imagination and emotion is humanity's most irreplaceable superpower.
Ever since high school, I've been fascinated by technology. I genuinely believed tech could transform the human experience, and I set my sights on breaking into the industry. Because I also loved design, I naturally gravitated toward becoming a UI/UX designer.
I fumbled my way through learning, interning, graduating, and landing a job at a tech company. I hit the goal I'd set for myself, only to discover I was sinking into an emptiness I'd never felt before.
The real tech industry had a massive gap from the "changing the world" narrative I'd bought into. I didn't hate the work, but I didn't truly love it either. Most days, I was just surviving on autopilot. Then a major life upheaval forced me to stop and take a hard look at where my career was actually headed.
Why Creative Web? Because I Want to Craft Experiences That Move People
Right in the middle of that fog, I came across a quote on social media:
"We survive on technology, but we live for art."
If technology keeps us alive, then art and beauty are the reason we want to stay alive. I once dreamed of changing the world through tech, but I realized the world was already being reshaped by technology at breakneck speed, and the steering wheel was never in our hands. It's in the boardrooms and corner offices of tech giants.
In that moment, it hit me: the meaning I can bring to my life isn't being a replaceable cog inside a tech corporation. It's becoming the person who expresses their inner voice through creation.
And think about it: if we're born to experience, then "becoming the person who creates experiences" has to be one of the most dreamlike jobs in existence. That's exactly why I decided to redefine myself as a Interactive Designer.
I'm no longer satisfied designing cookie-cutter interfaces or writing rigid web features. I want to fuse the sensibility of design with the precision of code, to orchestrate space and sensation on the web. Using code as my paintbrush, I want to craft ultimate experiences in the digital world that make people feel resonance, joy, healing, awe, even a moment of awakening.
We Survive on Technology, but We Live for Art
Look at the world today. Humanity doesn't really lack for anything anymore. In most places, we no longer need to hunt or farm to survive; food and shelter are a tap away. Technology will only keep accelerating, and when the day Elon Musk predicts finally arrives, the day humans no longer need to work, I keep asking myself: what will my value be then?
Since there's no standard answer, I'll create my own. I want to bring meaning to my life through the act of creation.
This is my Why. This path has no standard formula, and the early steps might be rough, but a life that's unchanging and predictable from start to finish was never what I aspired to.
Thanks for reading all the way to the end. I hope this piece sparks something in you. If you're a creator or brand builder who cares deeply about experience and wants to transmit the warmth of the human soul, I have a feeling that we'll be friends.